Group Details

Introductory Phrase:

I desire to live!

About You:

I'm a full mess, I currently want nothing more than to die, but I don't have the courage to kill myself! I'm a 31 years old female. I went through so many experiences in my life, that wholly transformed my consciousness, & made clear for me my life's purpose, a research project with children. My inspiration is sparked by children, nature, philosophy, history, spirituality, political science, psychology, universe evolution... But currently, I'm all alone, I can't find the path to work on my purpose or research project. I suffer from Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Personality Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, Suicidal Thoughts, Bipolar Disorder II, excessive daydreaming... I went through sexual & religious abuse. I currently have no family, friends, lover, not to say that I had any before, except for papa whom I lost for cancer 9 years ago. I lost my identity, which was based on Islam/Islamism, & I fell in love with spirituality & Taoism. But I feel so confused, afraid, & abandoned in my identity. In sum, I'm not alive...

Looking for:

I crave for a holistic mentor, who would breathe life into me... share guidance, love, & compassion with me...

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