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Introductory Phrase:

I'm a lost and very much confused 19 year old mom.

About You:

This is going to be a very brief summary of my life when it starting going down hill. I was a self harming, depressed teenager who got worse after moving here to OK. I had a lot of trouble in school because of my diagnosis. Although here I found my 1st ever real love whom moved and I dropped out and followed at the age of 15&16. He broke up with me and I tried school again but I dropped out at the age of 17 and haven't been to school ever since.(That break up really messed me up.) I became pregnant later at 17, gave birth at 18 years old. I've been self harm free for 3 years now and off all meds for 2. I love my son but I know in my heart I wish I could've really tried more to finish my school because now no matter what my boyfriend does or myself NOTHING makes me happy. It always come down to ME. I've never been happy with myself or my body. I've never believed in myself so years later that's still going on. Only now it's like I HAVE to change SOMETHING or the thought "what if I end up going to self harming again just to forget all of this?" floats in my head.But once I found out I was pregnant I promised never again and to this day I haven't broken that promise. I NEED anyone's help. I'm losing it. I slowly but surely am.

Looking for:

Maybe someone with a similar thing but it doesn't matter I can't afford to be picky. Any help I will so greatly, genuinely appreciate it.

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